I hope that someday you understand why something didn't work out for you and why something else did, why someone chose to abandon you and why someone else chose to stay, why certain choices felt right and why others simply failed at making sense, why the people who sheltered you didn't feel like home and why those who did, didn't find theirs in you, why that heart led you somewhere only to leave you stranded elsewhere and why the world kept pushing you away before it decided to finally welcome you. I hope that someday you understand that your mistakes are all causes and not consequences. I hope that someday you understand that you're not seeking answers, you're only seeking relief. I hope that someday when the chaos settles, it occurs to you that everything that happened, happened because everything that didn't happen, wasn't meant to happen at all. I hope that someday you find the courage to look beyond the things being shown to you. I hope that someday, while you continue to seek relief, you also find gratitude.